How to forget or ease bad feelings?

My friends recently confronted me by saying they do not like me because I have been a to them. I was only trying to become more open to others because until then, i was very closed off. Also, I thought acting kliek this would help me forget the other feelings i had, because for the past two years, many bad things have happened to me, such as my friends' death and many other things. I also thought they would tell me if i am being too harsh, as I told them when they were starteing to get annoying. but now, they started to hate me and even though i apoligized in person with all my heart, they still bash me on face book and msn and called me very very offinsive things. How do I forget these feelings? I am even more hurt because they have been my friends for about 5 years. How would i forget these feelings? it is only a 3 or four ppl who are like this, but they are peopl that I cared about very much so it hurts even more. they were my closest friends. I started to hang around with othe rppl for a buit but mainly am just staying home, and working. Please help! does it help if i am moving, because i am going to move to a different province soon. should I not keep in touch with them after i move as i had originally planned?